God has had me in a "holding pattern" it seems for some time now. If you've followed me for any length of time, you have noticed that the sharing of my heart and the learning of my time with God has been in a "holding pattern". In other words, it has been extremely quiet here at Higher Grounds.
But believe me when I say that this is not how it is within my heart! He and I are still working through some things that for what ever reason, He has allowed to happen to me. This morning as I was reading in Genesis for my study, the account between Sarai and Hagar, it came to my attention that Hagar really didn't have any say in the things that happened to her. She was a servant, and I am a servant of my Lord and Savior, Jesus Christ.
I saw something in Hagar that I am walking out as well, that while it hurt her, she did not retaliate. I have no idea if Hagar wanted to or not, God's word doesn't give insight into this aspect. The important thing is that she did not! Another beautiful truth is that God saw what had happened to her. God saw and continues to see what happens to me. And for now, that is more than enough.
Father, thank You for being El Roi to me. Nothing comes to me without being sifted through Your fingers, and I pray that the walking of this path causes You to smile at me Your servant. Continue to wrestle with-in my heart that my steps would bring You glory and honor. Amen.
Thankful my God sees,
Yolanda
**Gen 16 and Gen 21:1-21
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What comfort there is in knowing that He sees the hurt in our heart and He grieves over it. He longs to gather us up in His arms and comfort us. Praying peace and comfort for you today.
Your insight and the way you live your life for the Lord constantly inspire and encourage me! You're the "real deal" my friend !!
Hey sweet friend! I have always been intrigued with the interaction between these two ladies. Your points today are right on! Being sifted is not fun, but it's a way of growth in our obedience and trust. Thanks for your words!!!
PS--I am STILL full from that milkshake!!! It's after 8pm, and I am not the least bit hungry for supper!!! No more of those unless I run another marathon! Delicious,but....!! :)
Love ya!
Susan
Thinking of you Yolanda and was so touched by this post. I'm so thankful our El Roi sees and knows our hearts.
I'm praying for you dear friend!!!
Love ya, Lea
Yes Yolanda, God sees us...and He sees to us, looking after all our needs.
God is good. Bless you my friend.
Hugs,
Joy
nothing calms me more than knowing my God cares for me and my hurts. thankful for my God who is El Roi to me!
I never feel as though you are in a holding pattern here--- I always come away blessed.
May the strength of the Lord be yours always Yolanda.
vickie
I love it when we, like Hagar, exclaim with exuberance: I now see the God Who sees me!
I've lived (or should I say "endured") many a holding pattern. I both love & loathe them. Thank God all things come to pass ...
Blessings,
Kathleen
Jehovah El Roi is one name of GOd that is up close and personal.
Thank you for sharing your heart on this post.
Just wanted you to know I do visit you from time to time... just to be in touch.
Love
Lidj
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